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I think I know where her home is

June 30, 2007 edwinhere 1 comment

Her house is within a hundred meters from ten degrees one minute four seconds North and seventy six degrees twenty minutes nineteen point zero one seconds East.The postal address still lacks a unit number which should pin point her house. Right now the nearest address I have is probably her best friend’s house.Should I sent her something for her birthday? Hmm, I don’t know whether the postal people knows her house.By the way, letters addressed to me never required the exact house number. “Edwin J Palathingal” was popular among the postal people.

Categories: my life

From a royal priesthood to a pile of dust

June 28, 2007 edwinhere Leave a comment

I wish she did not turn out to be beautiful and consequently much sort after by others. Had she been less beautiful and less sort after, she would have considered my feelings for her seriously. I wish the traditions which restrict love did not exist. I wish I did not meet her at all in my life. Or better, I wish I was never conceived into existence.Hmm.. things have always been this way for me. A swim upstream. I know I am a pile of dust that is writing blogs about another pile of dust. I know that to have existed at all, is a great privilege. I should not waste it by dwelling on impossible dreams. But I did waste it on impossible dreams and I know this is the reason why I am unhappy. But my love for her still persists.So I look at the less fortunate: A kid with a down syndrome or an old woman who doesn’t know where her mouth is. My imagined self-importance, the delusion that I have a privileged position in this universe to have evrything I need is challenged by those thoughts. May be I should not want so much? May be I should?Would I be any more happier if she accepts me? No. But it is not happiness that I want.I think there is something infantile in the presumption that somebody else (parents in the case of children, her in case of me) has a responsibility to give one’s life meaning and point.Edwin, I think you should quit being an infant.

Categories: my life, philosophy

Where do programmers go when they are old?

June 22, 2007 edwinhere Leave a comment

I have always wondered what will happen to the girl I have a crush on and all my other friends when they get old in those buisness process outsourcing and information technology enabled service companies in India.Everyone hopes to get into the management with their MBAs and strict employee retention laws and the cultural fabric will make sure all of them will get married and settled with salaries which climb at rate much lesser than inflation.I am sure they are growing old into a world in which the fruits of a 30 year long high productivity will have to earn them everything to live till another 50 years or more after retirement. Medicals bills are higher because of a bad environment.

Categories: my life, society

I have a Mac

June 16, 2007 edwinhere Leave a comment

I should have made this post a long time ago but I guess all godless and girly things made it late. It is a Macbook Pro 15″.

Categories: hacking, my life

What would it take for atheists to believe in a God?

June 12, 2007 edwinhere 1 comment

Hmm.. sorry to bore you with this atheist crap again. But I am drunk to prevent a headache, and philosophy relaxes me more. I was wondering what would it take for atheists to believe in a God? Would a significant pattern arising in any of the mathematical or physical constants be good enough?I have mentioned this before: In the novel Contact by Carl Sagan, astronomer Ellie Ann Arroway acting upon a suggestion by the extra-terrestrial life forms who sent a message, works on a program which computes the digits of π to record lengths and in different bases. Very, very far from the decimal point (10^20) and in base 11 (postulated number of dimensions in M theory, after 1995), it finds that a special pattern does exist when the numbers stop varying randomly and start producing 1’s and 0’s in a very long string. The string’s length is the product of 11 prime numbers. The 1’s and 0’s when organized as a square of specific dimensions form a perfect circle. The extraterrestrials suggest that this is an unmistakably intelligent artifact, an artist’s signature, woven into the fabric of space. It is another Message, one from the universe’s creator. Yet the extraterrestrials are just as ignorant to its meaning as Ellie, as it could be still some sort of a statistical anomaly. They also make reference to older artifacts built from space time itself (namely the wormhole transit system) abandoned by a prior civilization. A line in the book suggests that the image is a foretaste of deeper marvels hidden even farther within Pi. This new pursuit becomes analogous to SETI; it is another search for meaningful signals in apparent noise.The concept of a Message embedded within the digits of π can be criticized by atheists & critics if something like that was actually found. First, it is an open question in mathematics if π is a normal number. If it is such, it would not be surprising that a “message” can be found in the infinite digits of the ratio. Actually, any specified message will be found within it, somewhere. Finding a picture of a circle or a drawing of Santa Claus is simply a matter of knowing where it is. Sagan assumed the “message” is not a likely occurrence due to its very high order, since the chance of random occurrence can also be calculated if pi is in fact normal.Furthermore, this reshaping of pi raises questions related to the omnipotence paradox concerning whether God can do logically impossible things. This paradox relies on the assumption that logic somehow transcends the constraints of the universe, rather than being a property of it. Yet assuming logic is a property of the cosmos, God may just have fashioned our reality in such a way that pi has unlikely properties, thus conveying a Message to anyone clever enough to count in Base 11.In the Many-worlds interpretation of quantum mechanics beginning after the Big Bang, some numbers that define essential properties of our universe, like the fine structure constant or Newton’s gravitational constant, could vary among universes. The physical conditions in these universes would be radically different, and it is possible that intelligent life could not exist in all of them.π, however, falls into a different category of numbers than those which primarily represent space and time, because it can be defined by the inherent properties of the real numbers. These in turn depend on the properties of the natural numbers; changing the value of π is therefore analogous to changing the information contained in the ratio 2/3 and encoding data in that. Any intelligence, working in any universe— no matter what the characteristics of its particular “space-time fabric”—must deduce the same value of π, presuming they are able to think of numbers at all, and that logic is not a property of the Cosmos.This type of argument goes back to philosophers like Averroes, who proposed that not even God could create a triangle whose internal angles did not add up to 180 degrees. The number of degrees within a triangle is a fixed consequence of Euclidean geometry (in non-Euclidean space such a triangle is possible); God may choose to build a universe that follows different geometrical axioms, but once the axioms are chosen, the results are essentially determined.I am still wondering what would it take for atheists to believe in a God. I am sure you would have figured it by now that a highly advanced mathematical discourse in the Bible wouldn’t prove that a God wrote the Bible. Can you guess what counter-arguments would skeptics and atheists put in to counter it?

Categories: faith, god, philosophy

Final Moral Obligation

June 10, 2007 edwinhere Leave a comment

I have a strong inner conviction that it is the moral obligation any sufficiently advanced intelligence to create a universe which is better than this, so that the life could be continued indefinitely.The purpose of life is to live, and to sustain life through survival or procreation. To give or continue life is the greatest deed. As Jesus used to say: To love means to give and not to take.There is a freedom to choose to adhere to the purpose of life or in other words the governing processes of this reality may/has unfold into letting you adhere to the purpose of life. If your illusion of choice or your fate doesn’t let you adhere to this purpose of life, there is no need to worry. Because there is very high probability that some form of existence will adhere to it anyway.So take it easy.

Categories: philosophy

Rev. Tom Honey: How could God have allowed the tsunami?

June 9, 2007 edwinhere Leave a comment

Categories: faith, god, philosophy

The fall of a great civilization

June 7, 2007 edwinhere 1 comment

A great civilization is not conquered from without until it has destroyed itself from within. (Will Durant)

I have been a victim of exactly the same thing shown in the above video. I knew there was something wrong about it, but I was a child. And I did what children do, i.e. prefer submission to authority. Sometimes I feel anger towards those who made me a victim of it. But I forgive, because even grown ups become victims of such nonsense.

Categories: philosophy

Pale Blue Dot

June 6, 2007 edwinhere Leave a comment

Categories: philosophy, society